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When you encounter something or some thing just hit you hard in your head that you start to realise. I never felt this lost in my life. I have no idea what I want to achieve in life. At times i still wonder if i had choose the correct path for myself. Going into uni is so much different from when I'm in poly. The way you are being taught, to how different the environment is. It's so much harder to cope in uni than in poly. Had price and market test on Tuesday, I totally had no confidence in it. It's so bad to the point I feel stupid. I'm never a smart person but I know I will work hard to achieve good grades. I know I need to buck up and revise but yet I'm lazy to do them. But this time round I'm starting for sure. I don't want to have to do last minute work, stress myself up or have to feel lousy again. I need to actually find out what drive me to achieve what i want in life. Even though I don't want to grow up too fast but I still have to. Got to start using my brain into good use. No more play time, it's time to work hard and have fun at the right time.

Perseverance is what i need most now.

Accounting test tomorrow. I have yet to finish studying and i just don't have the mood to do so. Going to force myself to do so and hope i can do well. On a side note, ordered my dress and it's on its way already. Now i just have to reconfirm the theme and settle the catering, cake and decorations. So much to do so little time. I'm already half way drained in August. The month of September will be one tiring journey. 

July

Hi everyone! School and work are draining me off this week. Thankfully i don't have class today and can just rest at home. Got to start studying real soon cause my tests are just around the corner. Hate business statistics. If so hard to do them, i got a headache just by trying to solve them. Accounting was still manageable, i just need to brush up on my theory part and a little bit on the application and i'm good. For price and market module, i'm totally lost! Yesterday, i had one lesson and i was so freaking tired plus i'm having flu/blocked nose the entire day that nothing was getting into my head. It's just blank!!! =(

Sigh. 

On the side note, I have tons of pictures from my iphone. It just accumulate through the days.

One of the days, went to nydc with huili, irene and cherie for high tea after class. Had my first proper meal of the day accompanied with a slice of cake to end it. 

Had yuuki in my arms, sleeping while my brother drive us to school. 

His first bath which he dislike. I thought dogs like bathing?

Sleepyhead.

Always running around and then just KO at one corner of the house. 

Lunch for break!

In lace top and blazer. =)

Met my mum for dinner and we had korean food! Craving for korean food because of watching running man where those episode has their signature food in them make me feel like eating them!

OOTD

Met up with this boy for a while before heading to our next appointment. Miss my poly friends so much, hope to see them real soon.

Friday's outfit before work starts. 

Saturday's outfit.

Used my new blusher and had the worse experience of my life! The brush only concentrate on one place and i look crap and had to wash off my make up and redo them. In the end my blusher was much better but it's super bright!  Need to have more practices with it. Met my boyfriend in town and had EWF for lunch and went into forever new with a new platform and iphone cover. Had dinner with his family before catching Batman at ehub. IT'S SO GOOD! but a bit too long, was getting a little restless cause it's so late. Poor boyfriend of mine, he watched the movie already and accompanied me to watch but he was so tired that he slept half way in the movie. 

Tuesday was suppose to see the boys off for their enlistment. But end up not even seeing them at all which makes me even more depressed. Was so pissed off or angry that day. I rushed after school, get down the mrt to catch a cab and the journey there took even longer than the train. Nothing just went right. After that had lunch before heading home to rest a while and head out for work again. Glad that it was the last day of the month. 

August, please be good to me. =)

xoxo, Till then