Fixing my heart

Having lots of thoughts lately. But cleared most of them already. Just left with an answer. Haven cried for a long time. Haven had this much alcohol in my system for damn long. Was tearing/crying in between. This haven happen for like 2years ago? And with the same people around. Sometimes life plays with you in such a manner. Sometimes i wish i'm a better person. Maybe i'll try to make myself one. Someone that's confident of herself. Someone that always has a smile on her face. Someone which everyone would love to talk and listen to her. Someone that anyone can apporach when in trouble.

Since the year is ending, these shall be my goal for 2011! I'm left with meeting my classmates! can't wait to meet them tmr! suppose to club tonight but am sick and thinking about last night alcohol so it's a no no for me. Then going to meet baby on friday for the first time since i came back from KL. Missing him so much. His hugs, warmth, all of it! Even if i'm meeting for a while i'm happy enough.

Okay uploading pictures is no joke and blogging them also. I'll blog soon!

Back!

Hey everyone! I'm back! And the bad news is I'm sick. Bohooo!!!! I have tons of pictures to upload will take me days. And because the amount of pictures I too scares me. I might me lazy to upload them. But I'll try! Haha. I still have some presents to get. Kl has nothing much to buy actually. Brought very little already. But am satisfied with the things I got. Okay then the next post! Bye!!! :)
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Mini sadness

Feeling all messed up. I feel abandon. I feel left out. I feel like keeping all of me to myself now. It just feels so weird. And ytd I thought I was happy. But I doubt that now. Happiness don't come to me. I felt happy but then it's so easy to crash this happy feeling. With actions, words and everything.
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Bedok 85

                        

My long hair before i cut it away. Was fooling around with LB's geek spec.

Short hair! i miss me long hair!!!! Hair fast grow please!

Had a blast on friday! First was movie with my sister and boy. Caught Harry Potter like finally! Wanted watch the first thing it came out but my timing with people sucks. So yeah only finally able to catch it that day. After movie met elena first before busing down to bedok 85! I have been there for damn long already. However, i think i wasted a lot of food. =( Next time better have stingray! The company plays a big role too. Love my 3 girls! Though the meeting was a short one but worth it. How many times a month do we actually meet up? So i'm happy to see them. After which we walk with rosy to her house. Elena had to use the toliet so we end up staying later then we should! hahaha. Camwhoring all the way. With 304 pictures at the end of the day! It's scary how we took the pictures! But all worth while, if it wasn't for my camera i doubt we actually would take this much. After that was ice cream at ubbers! Wanted to try the alcoholic ice cream but elena was scared cause she might be driving me hope. hahaha. So cute lah that girl. End up my father came to bring me home.

Was down with slight fever and sore thorat ytd. Today is better but then again my voice is like a CMI! Shouldn't be falling sick now. At this timing!

Okay got to go! I'm feeling sleepy!