i'm sorry for making you feel this way. i didn't expect things to turn out this way. if i were given a choice again i would never repeat that again. but what's done is done. i can't change your mind if you decided not to talk to me again. i know i have been neglecting you and all. i'm sorry. even though now i have friends i would still never forget you. cause you really are my bestfriend and the one i always go to but i guess im not doing enough for you. not knowing how you feel, be it sad, angry or happy. i didn't know i have become such a bad friend. but you can always tell me when you are angry with me. just said it don't have to keep it inside. cause like this i would at least know what you are feeling. if possible i would really want to make it up to you. cause you are one of those i really do not want to lose as my friends.
"it's only when you lose it, when you know how dear it means to you"
i get that now. i felt like shit last night. no idea how that really hit me hard.
i really hope things would get better but now i think is not the best time.
please take care of yourself. love you.
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