Wanteng's 18th birthday

This is wan teng's 18th birthday! that girl seriously made us walking around school finding her. with cakes balloonns and sunflower. Finally found her man. hahahaha. now all of us are 18!!! =)

though i'm turning 19 in about 9months time

Still got lots of pictures to post up but i think i will upload another time. Till then!!!! =)

It's getting over

HEY! feeling so much better now. hate it when i have so man emo thoughts in me that is driving me nuts. so anyway i really hope my esfac test pass with high score i'm counting on this subject to score an A. so anyway thanks elena for answering the random call today. thanks jon for being there with me. and thanks baby for looking for me and just ditch anything you have. i'm sorry you miss sip talk for me. but i'm really touched. though you look so fierce when you found me. almost just cried. hahaha. don't give me the scary face again. thanks for asking me and listening to me. i know it but just that it felt so unfair.

so ditch the emo things now. i don't think i can change to a heartless person yet. i'm still that weak girl trying to please everyone and also scared to make people angry. weakness. so after all the crying i ditch tut and when to find food and off to alvin's house. wanted to watch movie but end up siting there watching channel 8 drama show. his parents ask me to join them for dinner so i did. watch my 7pm show of course. waiting for the good show to come. hahahahaha. after the show just sit and stone till alvin's father come. and off to dinner. nice food i must say. hahah. alvin was saying next time bring sheryl and winston go there eat.

OH! i've got a job interview. hehehe. hope i get it. it's a first in f&b so kinda looking forward to trying it out. if i got the job then i will say where.

Now trying to cope with my other subjects which are hopless. maths cmi, tbp don't even listen during tut. intht don't even attend lec. i guess maths the worse. i should just doing them so next sem can spare me. shuld really work hard to pull my gpa up!!! okay got to read a little maths and psps presentation tmr. just a pass will do! =)

5th Month

Happy 5th Month Baby!

spend the afternoon with elena. accompany her to shop around at bugis. had bad cramps on that day which ruining everything. my mood and all. went back to my house to meet baby for dinner. we share a set meal cause both of us were not very hungry. You guys should try it. It's at bedok simpang beside mad jack. It's a korean resturant. after which head back to my house to slack and eat the mango cake he brought for me. seeing him cheer me up a little. about 10plus he left to go home. that's about my last friday..

Sat was spend present hunting for my dear elleen which has finally turn 18 now!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! so after going to diferent shop. we settled at pull and bear pullover. damn cute i swear so suit that girl man. after that went to get the box and card for her then ate pastamania. then train down to downtown east. was playing my poker game while jon and wanteng slept. when to the forzen yogurt to apply for jobs. maybe should try elena's job at parkway too. oh anyway walk to the bbq pit. the first thing elleen saw us was "omg! omg! omg!" hahahah. damn funny i swear. then sat there awhile then went off.

Sun stayed home cause of my cramps again. all 3 days i have them seriously ruined my mood. but i had good food for dinner. it's STEAK!!!! hahahahah. home cook on some more. didn't manage to get pictures. too lazy and don't really like my camera flash too bright. and i manage to watch vampire dairies. omg! the girl is freaking skinny and the 2 brother are so hottttttt..... hahahaha so that's my weekend

today almost late for lab. then help out for jae. super slack cause there wasn't much people. then grab bites before heading home to catch my 7pm show.

okay something just ruin my night. not that i blame anyone. but sometimes i feel why am i so forgetful??? always planning two things and it clashes and when i make them right again the other have to fail. feel so stupid and dumb for being so forgetful. feel like just banging my head in the wall and just keep banging till my damn brain knows how to be not forgetful. of course if i do that i will just die. the other thing is that why am i always thinking of others? trying my best to please both side and what i get in return is just left alone. maybe sometimes im like that i'm sorry but i try my best to never do that. i'm trying real hard here. i know the feeling of loneliness and it sucks to the core that i won't even want to feel it again. time to time i get that feeling back and it makes me want to cry. i'm real scared. i'm human too. starting to think i'm worthless man. at times i think that people are taking advantage of me still. i know i've change since secondary school. i don't regert this change. i became tougher and stand up for myself. though sometimes like some blur idiot and easily taken. when you don't do the right thing people will say you and when you do them no one will acknowledge. so what is right then?

oh well enough of the emo post. can't stand myself when i'm this either. so anyway tmr i've got lesson at 9am. maths! comfirm tweet again one. urgh! need to start opening my books! okay off i go now.

2010

HI EVERYONE! HAPPY 2010!

sorry have been missing out here. this year countdown was at alvin friend's house. firstly, that day i overslept in the morning so end up didn't went for lesson but i had test at 1pm. so no choice but to get out of my bed and head down to school. was a little late. test was alright but didn't quite finish it. my end seats was just free hand drawing. sigh. oh well. just hope i get good result. i'm counting on it. oh! anyway my last paper i've got an A. just making up to my two Fs. :(

so anyway after my test called baby and ask him where is he. so bus-ed down to white sands and meet him and his friends. shall post the pictures soon enough. went town after that. wanted to catch a movie but didn't in the end. so end up just walking around and off to his friend's place. slack there, watch tv and chi chats. went out to shop and save to get beers and chips for me. reach back at his friend's house exactly 12pm 01.01.2010. all of us just sit at his dining table, waiting for the beer to be chilled. after a while they went outside the house to smoke and just slack there. had fun just siting there, always got entertained. hahahah. and also cause it's so late at night, we're afraid that our noise will disturb the neighnours so we walking all the way to the fitness place. which is damn far!!!! so anyway they all wanted to do 300 pull ups for 2010. hahaha. funny man. see them taking turns doing while i sit there. promise my mummy will be home ealry but end up home at 3plus. before that the played poker with drinking water as the losing card. that's about my new year countdown.

Slept till afternoon and woke up to help mummy prepare bbq. didn't really do much though. hahaha. played with my cousin's dogs.  the rest came and bbq also. eat real lot man. baby was bbqing out with my sister and cousin and everything he bbq my sister took it. hahahaha hell lot man she eats. played drinking game, as always i always kana everything. drank a little and the rest pass to baby cause i really don't feel like drinking. catch the midnight show. Alvin And The Chipmunks. i swear they are all so cuteeeeeeeeeee.

seeeeeeeeee!!!!! and they sing real nice. hahahaha. can't hear them on a daily basic though. you will get irritated soon enough. hahahaha.

2 Jan 2010

Finally, after nagging and more complains. I HAVE FINALLY WATCH AVATAR! everyone was telling me how good it was and i should watch it. but countless time when i want to watch it, it always comes to and dissapointment. so watch with alvin and his parents. sat there for a good 2hour plus without going to the toliet. the graphics was so damn good. wonder how the 3D looks like??? anyway i really enjoyed watch it and any of you haven watch it? it's a not to be missed show! :)

or click here to watch.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVdO-cx-McA

school as usual after that. projects coming up. submitting one this thurs which is tmr. gosh taking up all my time. hate it! got to finished up the ppt for it nowwww!

anyway watch this in school as alvin calssmate show me.

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/caught_in_the_act/300696/4_men_harass_woman_at_countdown_party_but_no_one_helped.html

sorry no idea how to fins the video link.

so anyway i seriously can't believe my eyes. if i were there i confrim go up to the 4 damn bloody asshole men and slap them. of course not alone if not i will be the next victim. and no one bothers to help???? put yourself in the shoes. what would you do? of course you would like someone to help you. and the men has no shame at all!!!! molest the girl in the public????????? wth man. omg! what has the world become? seriously i think this 4 men should be fine or something? okay maybe think in another point of view it's a party and maybe the girl is drunk/their friend? but then shouldn't be doing these at all? sorry no offence just stating what i feel about.

okay done updating. got to finish up my ppt slides. busy week man. sigh. no time to meet elena dear. sorry babe! promise i'll meet you after i finish this damn intht project of mine. laopo and laogong's coming to tp tmr. hope can squeeze out time to meet up with them. Oh and i'm getting my bb cream soon i guess. :) i need to shop badly!!!!!