Mia

Hey everyone! sorry for the mia. don't have the mood to blog anymore. i'll try to keep this blog alive but no promises. =) Overall, life is just going to school and home and so on and for. problems pop out once in a while. solve it and life still goes on. sometimes where their is something wrong you would feel it and would like to know why. no one likes having to guess what the other is thinking. spare me the frustration and just tell me kies? cause at the end of the day, every single one of you i hold dearly to me and would never want to lose it. school is hard. the feeling is back. the feeling of i'm stupid and dumb. i can't get things right. i'm never a study kind of girl. yes i study real hard for my tests but then i get average scores. maybe i haven try hard enough. but some how u want an easy way out? i have no idea what i want to do when i finish poly. i guess i can't escape. i don't know why i have nothing that i'm good at? i really need something to believe in beside god. something to hold on to whatever i'm doing and not give up and work towards it. anyway, i'm in need of cash. need to start working for nuts. yet so lazy. hahaha. my laziness.