Rant

Okay need to rant a bit. Hate it when people have to rub in what you feel bad for. It's like I know you have done so much for me. And all I asked was a simple question. I'm not demanding just asking cause of curious. You said you were to help me ask. Okay! What I want to know is what is the outcome of you asking? I don't expect you to give it to me. But then you have to rub it on! And when I said I don't want is not I can't be bother to talk to you. Is I know it myself and it hurts to bring it up? So don't go saying I attitude you when all I'm trying to do is just avoid it. If you were in my shoes? What would you be feeling?

Damn it! Everyday I have to deal with something. Better off being alone!

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Missing you

Missing you so badly.
But these feelings will never be return.
I wish, I wish, I wish...

Proper post soon! :)

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First mobile post

Hey everyone! Going to test out using my bb to blog! :)
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Birthday wishlist

HI YAR EVERYONE!

been so so lazy to blog. can't help it just don't have the inspiration to start. so now i'm back and i'll try to keep it alive. so far i'm always at home so no pictures and all to blog. 19th birthday is coming in about 2 weeks time? my aunt and brother is asking what i want for my birthday and i really don't know until this morning i woke up and was thinking through all my wants. I WANT A LOT OF THINGS! but some are just i'm able to get them myself. so today i'm going to list it down and hope my wish comes true. hehe.

Blackberry bold 9700 in white

Am still waiting to get this. need to go trade in my phone for it.

Canon S95

Hope i can get this before my birthday. so i can take many many pictures! hehehe. MUMMMY!!!!!!!

Fujiflim instax mini 7

i've got no idea what's the different in this and the 210? i think that's the name. but i was also thinking of the bigger version one. but was like so big the picture can only put at home or in an album. as for this is small and easily put inside wallet. hehehe.

 Balenciaga bag

Inspired or what i just fell in love with it. especially the hot pink one. hahah. but red also not bad. saw the brown/carmel one but what thinking the colour so common. i wonder how much does the real one cost?

Lastly ang baos!!!!! hahahaha.

anyway i still want a romper, accessorize, shoes and more clothes. =)

forver 21 site is down! =( i want to see some of it.

What have been happening.

Rinku. Jem's bithday. IFM camp.

Seriously losing the mood to blog. wait till i get my new camera! hahaha and i'm not lazy to blog. hahahaha. i feel like changing to thumblr? should i?

Mia

Hey everyone! sorry for the mia. don't have the mood to blog anymore. i'll try to keep this blog alive but no promises. =) Overall, life is just going to school and home and so on and for. problems pop out once in a while. solve it and life still goes on. sometimes where their is something wrong you would feel it and would like to know why. no one likes having to guess what the other is thinking. spare me the frustration and just tell me kies? cause at the end of the day, every single one of you i hold dearly to me and would never want to lose it. school is hard. the feeling is back. the feeling of i'm stupid and dumb. i can't get things right. i'm never a study kind of girl. yes i study real hard for my tests but then i get average scores. maybe i haven try hard enough. but some how u want an easy way out? i have no idea what i want to do when i finish poly. i guess i can't escape. i don't know why i have nothing that i'm good at? i really need something to believe in beside god. something to hold on to whatever i'm doing and not give up and work towards it. anyway, i'm in need of cash. need to start working for nuts. yet so lazy. hahaha. my laziness.