Go away!

PHOTOS UP! DIDN'T UPLOAD ALL BECAUSE THERE ARE LIKE 197 PICTURES WE TOOK ON THAT DAY. IT'S ALL ON FB.

THIS WEEK!

MONDAY: met boyfriend and we went to alot of places. dinner at tampines with sheryl, anson, nick, huiling and yuen hui.

TUESDAY: suppose to catch UP movie but failed cause got job interview. meeting time was at tampines at 10am. end up all woke up late. so meet alvin and nick first. but after that also not going down already. so went to nick house. was damn TIRED on that day. really can die lah. so slept at nick's house while alvin played his game and nick sleeping on his bed. feel damn good after the nap! so slack until about 5plus head to ehub. waited for sheryl and winston to catch District 9 movie. GOSH! that movie is damn ...... i swear! and also kinda boring. home i went after that.

WEDNESDAY: met the girls excluding char. she has attachment and after that out with lloyd. so we went to cut LONG BANGS. but mine is shorter then elena's one. after that felt super concious where ever i went. so parkway next. had my koi milk tea. NICE! then walk around and i buy lots of things. 2 shirts that i want to cut, 1 black tank, 1sandal and facial stuffs. SINFUL SHOPPING! home after that. felt damn shit cause of my bangs. and simpang at night.

THURSDAY: OUT WITH MY LAOPO & LAOGONG. though that day i feel a little down still. no mood to shop and all. but see the pretty sandals there. OMG! i freaking feel like getting them all. so anyway caught up abit. really miss them alot. cut my fringe shorter. so now it's really BANG BANGS! gosh! i really can't wait for it to grow. went home like 12am and talk to boyfriend till 4am and his phone died on him also. HAHAHA.

FRIDAY: woke up late and msg boyfriend. then he told me tonight chomp chomp dinner cancelled so we can catch the night movie instead. so i replied "okay then im going back sleep now" and her replied me "okay. you piggy". yeah i know i sleep alot. hahaha. so after that woke up and went for the job briefing. got it! hahaha. but sadly laopo can late so she didn't get it but she ask them for other jobs. so pray hard she can get one asap. then movie. FINALLY WATCH UP! freaking hell funny! laugh all my way and some parts are sad also. after movie ate then home. still can't stand my bangs. oh well at least i tried something new. it's a good deal anyway. okay shall sleep NOW! GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!

why this sudden feeling?

i hate it so much that i want it to go away.

but really im scared.

first time things are right for me,

first time i feel this way,

first time i want it so badly that im falling so deep.

first time im so scared to lose it.

so when i really do, what will become of me?

gosh im just thinking too much but these feelings. i can't help but feel this way.