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BLOGGER IS NOT LETTING ME UPLOAD MY PHOTOS! URGH!

forget it man. i will just upload another day lol.

sat: work from 10-10pm. freaking tired i swear. jon and jeremy came to visit me and after work went home together with winston, zhan hong and gabriel.

sun: work from 10-8pm. i doubt i can take another day full man. i will just die of tiredness. so after work head to the toliet but this guy came up to me and ask me to be his model and curl my hair. look abit werid cause it's not properly curled but i love my back view and it looks mature. hehe. so head to watson and then home i go. i slept early today. 11.45pm. hahaha.

Today is monday and it's

NAFISAH AND FIONA'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRETTY BABES! I'M GLAB TO KNOW YOU BOTH. LOVE YOU!

so today was a laughing day i swear. they can't freaking stop making me laugh like some mad bitch. LOL. so after school met up with elena dear since no one wants to follow me to tpsu agm. wanted to find charlotte dear but she reach home already. goodness i miss charlote and rosy damn much. come to think of it im suppose to meet up with feli during the holidays! urgh! miss the times we had together and sophia. make a note, must meet up with them soon. so we went tm for a while, got a bubble tea and went to two shops ONLY. one is elena's one and the other mine. want to get my bag freaking badly. shall go tmr. after which we took bus 10 home. camwhore in the bus like nobody's business. haha. okay im going to sleep early today also. hahaha. tmr theme: dress retro. damn! i got no idea what to wear. rack my wardrobe now.

GOODNIGHT!

A long tiring week

School wasn't so bad on monday. rebus lecturer was sick so no lesson this whole week for his one. so after cads was rebus and we have 3 hours break before the next lesson. decided to watch movie. Drag me to hell. i swear i have freaking no idea why i watched that just an impulse. went it and i was damn scared lah! was holding onto chi jun's shirt and scream like there's no tmr. but really i think the show is good. it's shocking and gross! so after that head back to school for 1 hour maths and we end school already. cause cads lab don't have. met wan teng they all at lounge. slack there till 5 plus then went opposite school to eat prata. after that i met sheryl and winston for simpang. didn't ate anything but just a drink, not hungry at that time. after which they came my house slack and home they go.

tues start school later at 2 pm. can't remember what i did but i know after i end school i met up with wan teng and jon to eat dinner. had my fav beef noodles. and got my second book "Betrayed". home we went after that.

wed was damn shag in the morning. lucky i have another extra hour of sleep. if not i will just die. so 3 hours to survive and school has ended for me! so met up with elleen, jon and anson for lunch at mensa. afer that elena darling came to find me. so slack around in school before going off to parkway then sheeha at night. htht is great. haha

thurs finished my book the night before and felt damn tired. shouldn't have read it. skip facom cause i really can't take it anymore during maths. was damn sleepy how to concentrate on the topic? so msg people to ask who finish at 12. find that and head to bistro to have dessert and mensa for lunch. was at lounge for a while and i really didn't want to leave for work. urgh! but think of the money and go work! LOL so took 518 was dozing off in the bus. did closing alone and i swear i really felt like sleeping.

Finally friday is here. going to do projects then home to SLEEP! sat and sun will be at damn tiring two days for me. Working! all the best to me man.

i've given up on things already.

just going to hack care and let things fall into pieces.

i'm just going to be the happy girl i am. =)

EDITED:

was damn tired! lucky end at 12 if not i will just die! so after that lunch at mensa the lounge to do my project darwing. finished them and slack there. waited for elena dear to come and we went tm shopping. got a call from mummy. not a good thing. asked me to go home early cause she got things to talk to me. was damn pissed off. so window shopping today but i brought a top at $10. GOOD DEAL. and i love it. haha. so after that took 10 home. packed my wardrode and i swear i really got alot of clothes. some have wear only a few times or not even once. and i decided to pack again next week when im free. going to take all the unuse clothes out to make space for the new ones. okay i need to sleep now. working full shift tmr. it's going to be a tiring day again.

SCHOOL START TODAY!

MY TIAN! school is starting like later!!!!!

i don't want go back! =(

I MISS 03 PEOPLE TOO!

AND RINKU!

AND ELENA, CHARLOTTE, ROSY, LAOPO, LAOGONG, GIRLFRIEND(i've got no idea where she is now! miss her damn much haven seen her for ages!) AND MANY MORE!

AND I WANT TO SLEEP NOW. GOODNIGHT!

FISH!

OH MY GOODNESS! BLOGGER IS SERIOUSLY NOT LETTING ME UPLOAD MY PICTURES! URGH!

forget it, i will upload another time. Anyway I'M BACK! since thursday night. ytd went for dance and all. damn tired and i stayed up til 5plus in the morning read my newly brought book. all i can say is that the book is really good and some parts are really scary which makes me feel sacred also. haha. i can't wait to get my hands on the next book. xD

• I"M OFFICALLY BROKE! =( [really need to work on saving money.]
• NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT [ had been eating alot lately]
• Finish up all my homeworks!

okay im going off now. looking for songs. hehe =)

Malacca here i come!

URGH! blogger don't want to upload my pictures! never mind im too sleepy anyway.

I HAD MY FROLICK TODAY! I'M A HAPPY GIRL!

it's peach flavour with kit kat. yummy!

so today went for job training at this jap restaurant. nothing much and don't know they need me anot. they have to see cause it's a newly open one. so after that head down to tamp 1 to have my frolick. i swear i feel extra. hahahaha. but thanks for the company. =) then went to get my mask before heading home.

Going to Malacca for 3days 2 nights.will be coming back on thursday night. i only know there got good food, shopping wise not so sure. maybe i shall check the net see got what. hehe. i hope i get my clothes! okay going to miss alot of people now! Love you guys. updated when im back!

you're got no idea how scared i was.

it feels like im going to break.

Lazy

Got a call in the afternoon, asked to work at 6pm. so woke up at 3.30pm to eat and all. bathe and came out. saw a missed call followed by a msg saying i don't need to work already. rot at home. was considering whether to head down to suntec for the it fair but mummy not feelng well so end up didn't. cause i want to get a new camera. chi chat with my mother, brother and sister. tried to watch scary movie 4. as you can see my dan zi xiao. so gave up half way. so watch final fantasy movie followed by 27 dresses. and that's my day. tmr the only plan i made was go job training with laopo. i want to shop! but im freaking broke. okay better sleep early today. oh stupid cj! come and tell me his pay how much make me envy only! should have went with him to work man. so stupid of me! i'm always like this regert whatever decision i've made.

Wishlist

• E71 red/white(i've got no idea.)
• sony w270 red colour
• i-touch

25!

Made a last min decision to go down it fair since im not working today. i slept all the way till sheryl called me to ask if want to go down. so woke up and head down to suntec. wasn't as crowded as i expected it to be. i feel like getting a camera and i know what kind of phone i want already. after finding people, sheryl and i went kenny rogers to eat. i swear the food was damn filling and nice and fattening. then we head down to town to shop. caught my eyes on the top but they don't have my size! if not i would get it straight away. urgh! so was looking around for a bag for school and sandals too. went to chill awhile before taking the train home.

really should stop doings things that will make mummy angry.

vanessa discipline yourself a little will you.

UPDATEDS!

Today wake up like 9am plus when i slept like 5am plus. TOTALLY SHAG! should have slept early. but was searching some stuffs and thinking whether want to open blogshop not. still considering. so met dear elena, sorry for always being late. train to somerset to meet the girls. miss them like crazy. then we caught a movie dance subaru.

I HIGHLY ENCOURAGE PEOPLE TO WATCH THIS SHOW.

It's really nice. it made me cried at the start,middle and end. also i inspired me to dance. cause now im really lacking interest in dancing. cause of some setbacks and problems i have face. but im slowly gaining back what i love to do. so this movie also makes me want to dance. after that head to far east to get my shoes and centrepoint next to get my pay. it's damn little and hiphop lesson after that. i should really set that day with laopo. always didn't get a chance to be with her the whole day. hahaha. so after dance rush down to 85market to have supper with sheryl, winston and zhan hong. after that slack abit before heading back. tmr i really don't know what i want to do. im damn bored with life.

RINKU CHALET!

Took alot of photos and i lazy to upload them. just go facebook and see. i had fun and really thank dolcye for booking the chalet and the catering. without her, there won't be rinku chalet. BIG THANKS!

SUN 7/6/09

tim sum for lunch. it's a buffet. after which meet the rest to walk around and wait for people to come. went st james that night. it's the underage one since im not legal.(3more months!) so queue for damn bloody long. really hate it and i tole myself that the next time im going would be when im 18. so should be sticking to it. got in like finally and it's really damn pack i swear. went to the dancefloor and you cann see everyone squeezing together and there really not enough space for you to REALLY dance. after which when elleen came we dace for 3 hours straight. my legs were like all turning jelly. and jon is damn zai! HAHAHA. so finish at 4 plus went to find a place with food and drinks. was abit cranky cause having gastric. so happy to get my drinks. hahaha.took bus home after that. reach home slept till 4pm when julian called. pack my bag and off to chalet.

SAT 6/6/09

Movie was monster vs alien.haha that show is nice to watch, very funny. so after that shop a little and dinner before heading to haji lane. sheesha, drink a little, chi chat and home we go.

Let's go!

Life's a little busy.. Going chalet now. will blog when im back!

Anyone nice enough?

Goodness! i can't seem to get myself into the mood to study! this sucks man. TOTALLY! URGH!

I'm craving for

• Green tea starbucks
• Cheesecake(it's in my fridge, waiting for it to be cold)

i need to get my shoes!

please?

ytd wan teng's house to study. BUT i woke up late. suppose to go her house at 1, i woke up at 1.17pm. so msg her said i just woke up. then went to bathe and all. took a bus down her house. so scared i get lost. lucky never. rech her house about 3plus going 4pm. suppose to "study" we end up watching scary movie 1. kinda boring. i think i should never ever watch horror shows again man. seriously making me scared of everything. okay anyway after which we went to bugis to have our dinner and followed jonathan to haji lane to meet his friends. they were sheesha-ing. i tried a little but anyway im going on sat with classmates. CAMWHORE! so stayed awhile before heading to bugis to shop. spotted the shoe i want. it's nike. so going to ask my mum to get it i guess. then went to street to look around. brought a top there with wan teng. i need to earn money to shop man! i see lots of clothes i want yet can't buy them! damn. so went to starbuck. i wanted to get my green tea frape but they said they are CLOSED! wth lah. making me crave for it only. hate them lah. so head to mac then. had fries and green tea before going home. i got the "i don't feel like going home but want to go home" feeling. damn lazy and tired. so took a bus home. nap a little. i hate long rides now when im alone. my mind would start thinking alot and i hate the feeling. i used to find being alone was okay cause it allows me to think about things but now... No the more i think the more it gets into me. all i want now is to be happy.

so im suppose to study now but im too sleepy. don't know whether i want to got siglap meet people to study. im craving for startbucks. anyone kind enough to delievery one to my house?

shall see how tmr when i wake up. doubt i will be going anywhere.

just one thing to make my day

I SWEAR THIS IS FUNNY! HAHAHA.

okay maybe to me lah.

so finished my facom! was confident with my answer for some. end up it's wrong. frustrating man. so after that went library to enjoy the air-con and i slept awhile. waited for emilie to come find me before heading to lounge for tpsu interview. totaly blank when i went in. haha. after that met jonathan, melissa, kash and meng chou for lunch. ate at techno. went back to school find jeremy and friends then head to library. they studying, i was watching movie "what happens in vegas". was like falling asleep also. slept a little too. after which jonathan accompany me to see my shoes. i haven decided on what shoe to get. like none caught my eye expect one but it's not really what im looking for. maybe i'll just get it then save money and buy one on my own then. see how. am really tired these days. can just fall asleep anywhere. damn! i should get myself more rest.

i totally feel numb.

2 more papers

Gosh. maths really was a killer but glad that i can do the qn.

1 down, 2 more to go. JIAYOU!

facom, i don't get you. =(

If only i could choose to love,

and not fall for the impossible.

Love&life?

okay i think it's blur. anyway shall copy and paste.

Your Life : You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.

Your Love : You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart.Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.

There. somehow i find it true. im always missing my chances. regretting things in the end. it totally suck i swear. must try to change that. wow. i really am unlucky in love hur. haha. but kind of true i guess. i always chicken out in the end. maybe i just don't feel secure or i just don't wish to get hurt. shall just stay single lah! HAHAHA.

okay i got to stud my maths now. tmr having test. wish me luck!