Countdown & POP

I am so terrible! Countdown photos are only uploaded today with like 5 other albums in to facebook. And also i am only blogging it today also!
Okay! So how did i spend the end of 2011 and the start of 2012.

We were outside liang court the area still waiting for people and then finally going into one of the pub but stop half way cause it's 12am soon! And we just wish each other happy new year at the road side! HAHA This is how my new year started. After which went in to have drinks and all, i was relaxing all the way ar. And i really like the settings of the place. Got those pole stage there and all.
Enjoy the pictures!

 

 

End off with kori holding to the bottle of alcohol! I think he drank like hell lot that night as well.

So what was so pissing off was to flag cabs which doesn't stop and there weren't much cab fetching anyone! Also we called the cab hotline and still no sign of them! We were out of the place at 3am and we only gotta the cab at 5.30am plus! So angry! What's all the taxi doing! But can't really blame them, i guess it odd to happen. But maybe what they can do is have more cabs available since it is a new year celebration after all. That's the start of my 2012.



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Baby's POP on the 7 Jan 2012. I snapped like hell lot of pictures but am just going to upload a few of them. Cause most of it was just pictures of they going in and out and marching. So no point bored you people with it. hahaha.
So i woke up pretty early, like damn early lah! Get dress and leave house. But there was no bus to go down to baby's place! So i cab down, waited for his parents and ate a little cause i didn't have any breakfast yet. Before they drove down to marina platform. There was really a lot of people! Also when we walked pass the holding area, i can smell the army boys! Then went to find a good seating area. We were lucky as well! hehehe. The sun was scorching hot! Like half my face was exposed to the sun! Lucky no sun burn if not only one side of the face! Then the parade started!

Band performance

M Coy

Can you spot Alvin???

The throwing of hat!

Me, Alvin, Winston

Baby & I

So that's all! We had lunched and head back to his place. He went to bathe and all while i clear his bag which was full of his perspiration. His helmet was OMG! Wet like hell! Anyway i still cleared his bag and then helped him put mask on and talk to him at the same time. Then i left his house and he went to sleep. hehehe.
I am so proud of him! Passing his bmt. All the complaining and hardship paid off. And now he is in ocs airforce. He just told me previous night or ytd afternoon. Really heart pain to see him train so hard and study so hard everyday till no free time at all. And at times had so little sleep. Ever since he went in he didn't even had a chance to give me a call. I really miss him so much! Message can't express anything at all. I need to see him, talk to him and hear his voice so bad. But what to do? I will just have to wait for him to come out anyway. Just one more week and i can see him. One more week and i will be able to touch him. Just one more week. I love you baby! ♥

School and More School

In school now! Going to start on our report after i have done the testimonial request.

Feeling so ugly with my spec but this morning my eyes were so small and red. Must be the lack of sleep and my flu and cough. Was coughing real back this morning to the point that i had that vomit feeling.

OH! AND I HAVE MY MAC BREAKFAST TODAY! YAY! AFTER SO DAMN LONG. 

C&R is really a bitch and i have no idea how one can study about spa and all he treatments that the world has. But at the same time it is interesting to see what innovative treatments there are in the world. 

Now i feel like travelling to all parts of the world to have a look at the various places that i can't see through the net. Like most people say "The real thing is the best!"

OFF TO DO MY WORK! I NEED LOTS OF ENERGY!

B&W

Taking a short break from work. Waiting for airil to have a look finish before finalizing on the program flow package. My part itself has already 9 pages excluding the program flow point. The research alone took 2 google chrome and many countless tabs. Am sick now but was better than 2 days back at least now i drink water it doesn't hurts. I want ice cream though, to soothes my throat as least. A few more weeks and i am done with all these. Just need to tahan a little more. 1 main report, 2 quizzes i guess?, 1 interview, 1 roleplay,1 final career and resume and i guess that's all for now? That seems a lot more still! Sigh. 

Sometimes i don't get people whom wants to get good grades but doesn't give much from their own work at all. They think they can get good grades from people who had good grades. It's nonsense lah at the end of the day it's not your work also. They simply are just self centered people. Sorry for all the rant, it's really getting to me. I'm trying my best to don't give a fuck to these people but they somehow they still has that ability to irritated the shit out of people. 

Okay off to do my work now! Bye! I'll come back soon! 

Random @ 2330

Just losing the motivation to continue studying. Left with about 6 more weeks before all these is over. I'm not sure if i am suppose to be happy or not. Yes i am damn happy that i won't need to study for tests and do reports that i hate so much. However, what about uni? What am i suppose to be doing? Everything is happening so fast. Time just doesn't stop at all. Every day it feels that there is not enough time. Baby is flying over to bkk tmr morning only coming back on thursday night. I have 2 mini report to do, no need to fret so much though i can finished it in a day. A place to visit for one of my report. Project meetings. JAE. Napfa. Speaking of which i have yet to train myself. This week is so pack. Next week will be too. Oh well, i just need to rant a little. Life has been a little drama lately and i told myself not to bother with these anymore. It's just not important at all and why should i fret over it so much and making a fuss out of it then. So yar i wash my hands on that. Girlfriend's birthdays are coming this Jan and Feb will be a hell lot of birthday present and plans to think of. Okay i should head to bed in a while. I AM GOING FOR A RUN TMR MORNING! 

Sinful Food

These are all under 2011 pictures. The holiday where i go round eating and getting fat!
Seeing all the pictures makes me hungry again. Okay! Enjoy looking! hahaha. I'll blog soon!

2012

(Taken from tumblr)

Just make a my first 11.11 wish today. Really hope this year will be a good one. 2011 almost ended off on a bad note and i ended up crying my heart out. But in the end, i thank god for my friends whom tries their best to cheer me up though i am quite stubborn with myself. At the end i still get to meet you. I'm sorry for lashing out at you maybe it's the loneliness i felt when you ain't around. The feeling really sucks. Got me thinking when elena and rosy was talking about what i've learn in 2011.

For friends
No matter who or when, be it old friends or new friends, they will appear at the least expected moments and when you are at your lowest point. Efforts has to be make to keep them all by your side. It works both ways so really just keep them close to you no matter what.

For love
This is the longest relationship i have and i have never regretted getting into it. The boy taught me so much things. And it hurts like hell when things are rough that i really would like to give up. But in the end we didn't. They say don't put all your feelings out there but then again, if you don't then how would you ever know if things are going to work out? At least when you do, you know you have given it your all. I know it will hurt like a bitch but won't it make your heart stronger and you to learn more from it? I don't know how things will turn out in the end up i am willing to take a risk. Life is all about the risk you take, the obstacles you overcome and how you stand up after each fall.

This 2012, I am going to
-Find out what i want to do and love
-Learn more about myself
-If i am able to, get back to dancing
- Start exercising regularly, once a week
-Sleep before 12am (Poly students don't seem to be able to do that)
- Do well for LVE
-Meet up more with all the friends that seems to be missing out in my life!
-Get a good GPA
-Study damn hard for the last 7 weeks of my last term
-Venture out to do things i have never done before

That seems to be all i can think of now. Better get back to my work!