Emotions

Overwhelm by emotions. 

Pen down my thoughts yesterday and today during train rides because i think it's time to write it down somewhere. To face the things i decide to run away from the minute it came to me. So many whys but no answers to them. This is what c told me. I guess its right. I kept asking myself about things i have no idea where to get the answer. It will kill me slowly was what she said. I'm just glad she did. I haven been quite myself lately, worrying about little things in life. A told me i dazed sometimes, now that i think about it. Yes i did, once in a while i would just stare into space. I don't know where to find back the happy me now. It seems like every corner i turn, i'm greeted with something that upset me. It's so sad to see this. It hurts too much to be sad. It hurts too much to see the ones i love around me sad. These tears, i cant stop them. 

Happy Birthday Issac.

I promise you, i'll take care of her, i'll be there for her. Always.

Please look after her from up above. Thank you for making her so happy and loving her.