UPDATES!

Haven had a proper update. like usual im being lazy.
My week was busy. Don't really remember what happen. stm as usual.

Wednesady was my dear laogong's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOGONG! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND I HOPE YOU ENJOYED WHAT WE PREPARED FOR YOU. =)
i'm sorry for not getting you presents cause 1. i'm currently broke and 2. i have no time that week. i'll get yours soon okay! pictures will be up when i get them from zhi lin.
That's day was fun though tired. meet laogong and she claim she knows already so i had to fake everything and after that blindfold her with the help of zhi lin, apple & amelia. blast music into her ears and she practically shouting during the whole journey to downtown. hahaha. damn funny. reach downtown and SURPRISE! ate and sing birthday song to her. and here comes the best part. whip cream & flour for the birthday girl. didn't intend to get dirty but in the end i was. so just played with her. hahaha. but of course at the end we had to clean up the whole place. me and laopo had a hard time man. after that both of us just hit the bed.

Thursday: cab to school. down laopo off at tampines for her work. ditch my lectures and cab home to sleep. swear i'm damn tired. slept till 6plus woke up and went back to sleep at 12 plus i guess.

Friday: 2hours tutorial was a waste of my time i swear. after that went designer to eat and back to engine school to wait for alvin and winston. off to buy steamboat stuffs. hahaha. had tennis, sauna, steamboat and 2 movies. went home like 2 plus. lucky my brother not asleep yet. so he open my basement doo for me. spare me the walking. hehe.

Today was stay home day. BORING IS THE WORD! oh well. can't always go out and tmr have to bake! i'm being lazy i swear. and my blogshop i yet to be done. please by next week. it has to be up. can't wait.

Anyway HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!
every ones is enjoying Halloween while i'm stuck at home doing nothing. such a boring thing for me. oh well. just no mood to party yet. next year prolly. hahaha.

And today,

I'm offically missing you.

When you say nothing at all

Tell me you love me.

Hold me in your arms and say " You'll never let me go".

cause i really need to hear these words from you.

You’re the perfect lullaby

Had apple and pear for tea time. Brunch was at siglap, mee poh was great man! baby's GREAT idea for not going lecture and go for breakfast instead. today was damn slack yet sucky day. slack was that we end at 1pm, only went for 2 hours lesson. sucky cause my cds was at 5pm and i reach home at 3 plus not getting any sleep at all and went out at 4.30pm to meet elena so we go school together. BEST PART IS..... there's freaking no space to sit cause it's pack!~ no idea why, only conculsion is other people crash our lecture which totally sucks. okay got to go early next time round. went to school for nothing but i had to buy some stuffs from watson. so head to tampines with baby and get my stuffs and bus home while he went to meet his friend.

thought of many things in the bus and just had to called someone to talk. called laopo and she starts ranting to me all sort of things. hahaha. makes me feel alot better. busy week i can say. hahaha hope i make it through happy =)

I feel so fat and ugly.

i wish i have my nice complexion back and to fucking slim down man!

This is so depressing man. =(

1 week has pass

TIMETABLE IS SO SCREWED THAT I WISH I CAN CHANGE THEM! BUT SADLY I CAN'T!

oh well i have to live with that for another 4 months so.

vanessa ho si mun, you have to attend all lec and tut and try not to skip any of them.

okay basically my week so alright. skip many lec and my cds. bad girl i know. but i'll try not to skip any from next week onwards. watch 5 movies in 1 week. crazy as it sound. i did it.

Monday

It's funny. just that the starting part was boring a little.

Wednesday

Love this show. all the food an all yummy!!! =))

Thursday

cried during movie. it's really sweet.

Friday

Half the time i was covering my eyes. Gorier is the word to describe. I'm just not a fan of horror shows.

Saturday

I swear you people have to watch this show. For my option it's even better that my sister's keeper. for my sister's keeper, i thought was sad enough and that i would cried during the whole show but i didn't only some parts. This show i cried almost the entire movie. it was just so damn sad. came out of the cinema with watery, red eyes. that's how bad i cried. SO I ENCOURAGE ALL OF YOU TO CATCH THIS MOVIE. YOU WON'T REGRET WATCHING IT. TRUST ME.

School starts tmr!

Rough week man! pictures will be up when i get them from sheryl.

wed was prawning day. had my dental in the morning. change to pink in color. had only soup and drinks and bits of prawn only. after which went sheryl's house to cook the prawn and watch a movie. I would love to have a movie marathon some day. hopes mummy will allow.

thurs rot at home. suppose to go city plaza but woke up late so ditch that idea.

fri had work in the morning till 4pm. baby came to meet me after work and treat me to teppanyaki! LOVE IT MAN. hahaha. walk to grab jada present and off to baby's house to wrap it. met the rest and went to the bbq. took photos and poloriad. I WANT TO GET ONE TOO! after that went will sheryl to pick winston. blast the music in the car like nobody's business. WHOO!

Sat woke up like 3pm with 3 msg. went to get ready and tell my mummy im going club. late to meet sheryl and winston. went vivo to shop first. met laopo, zl and yu ting there at topshop. brought a tp with zl. hahaha. hers is grey while mine is navy. crazy about navy. dark colours still suit me best. can hid all my fats. LOL! after was PARTY ALL NIGHT! good news is im not seh, bad news is the rest are and they all want to sleep while im damn high and want to dance. hahahaha. cab to simpang shop n save to buy drinks. and we sat down and had talks. somehow we always end up talking after clubs. and i don't even feel tired which is BAD!

Tmr is the start of school. looking forward to it yet not. i need to clear my room man. it's damn messy. okay back to gossip girls. BYE!

Still absorbing.

Work from 10-6pm. During work, had fun replying baby. Freaking hell laugh like crazy by myself. And there is part of msg that's damn sweet.

me:"it's okay if you can't wake up tmr and accoompany me to my dental, i'll just go myself."

baby: "i told you i'll follow you mean i will."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

After work train to bugis to find baby. walked around bugis street. nothing caught my eye. sad man. i need to earn more money to get more clothes and etc. had dinner like an hour. baby just look at me eat cause he finish his like 15mins i guess. while eating make me laugh like crazy, no peace and quiet at all. after that had bubble while he smoke. told him this "you see me can only smoke 3 stick, more then that i'll will just walk off". seriously want him to quit smoking man. it's bad for health. AND I'M A SECOND HAND SMOKER WHICH MAKES ME DIE EARLIER!

so ask him kinda lots of question and still unsure. guess i need to aborsb slowly. kies need to sleep now! dental at 10.15am. BYES!

you told me to just know that you love me.

i'll try to believe that but it takes time.

i'm somehow scared.

New start

My bangs is getting longer! faster grow more. hahahaha.

SORRY PEEPS THAT IM NOT UPDATING MY BLOG ENOUGH! From today onwards i'll try to update as much as i can kies. PROMISE!

okay so i have load of pictures to upload. My birthday, class chalet, random chalet. i guess that's all. i'll try to upload them soon.

meeting boyfriend later. he's taking damn long man. can't wait to see him. past two was not really good. had some talk and all. i'm glad i did and manage to see you ytd. if not i really don't know what im doing. thanks wan teng for meeting me twice in a row and jon too. really thanks for the company. went to find laopo to get my top and dress. and i became her model trying on clothes. and she made me want to buy another top. AND I'M REALLY BUYING IT! crap. money please come. and this bag i want from her shop considering either black or navy. and this red heart shape necklace. CHIO TTM! i need to get accessories. MANY OF THEM! hahahaha. okay start earning money man vanessa!

okay got to go soon i guess. need to reply boyfriend. heheh. =)

Just say those words and i'm yours

Ytd was one rough night. given a choice i would never ever want to experience that again. my heart hurts like someone is trying to tear it apart. but i'm glad i said things out because now i finally know what you are thinking and all. i almost gave up caring about things, gave up loving you more. i'm still unsure about everything still cause i don't want to put my hopes up and end up being disappointed, i'll just need time. cause trust and faith is something that takes time to build up. All i know now is i just want to be with you.

one word to describe me now = LAZY!

I'm so lazy to blog and upload about my birthday.(maybe shall cut short and blog)

1. laopo and laogong came to surprise me. with water balloon that's so hard and can't burst at all. HAHAHAHA.

2. ANOTHER SURPRISE, blindfolded me, blast music into my ear and drive me some where. guess who? alvin, sheryl, winston, anson and nick. really got a shock to see alvin cause i already thought i'll only see him on my birthday the night.

3. charlotte and elena came to suprise me in the afternoon. i just bathe finish lucky had my clothes on. HANHAHAHAHAH. they brought lunch and donuts!

4.met laopo and laogong again. walk aroun far east. soon to be my 2nd home man. keep going there.

5. meet alvin, sheryl, winston, anson and nick to drink. damn high. puke for the first time.

That's about it for my birthday. =)

After my birthday was class chalet. yeah! can die one. hahaha

-sheryl came to fetch me to ikea giant.

-overall was fun! didn't drink cause of the after effect on my birthday. hahah.

catch The fame on friday with the girls.

work for 2day at simont.

watch show with boyfriend

shopping today. happy with what i have but i need more of it.

okay that's all. having chalet for the next 3 days. shall try to twitter but blog maybe. hehehe.

There's a limit to a girls heart

The truth is i love you more then i should.

And i guess it's a good and a bad thing.

Oh well, guess some things can't be help.

Just hope that i won't end up being hurt badly.