Fucked up

Am crying now. Just let the tears flow till there is none or I'm tired of crying. Have been holding back my tears for so long. No wonder I can't control them. I cry so easily. Be it angry, sad or quarrel with someone. My tears always finds it's way to my eyes. So many little things affect me. Mostly those affect me worse are my friends and family. Why? Can't I just be an ice queen? A person who don't feel anything? Not being hurt is one thing I don't want to feel now. People change. And the things around us are the one whom changed us. I want to be stronger. I know this girl crying is not me. I want to be carefree and happy everyday. And not let things get me down.

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