Since so long

Fall down today and that's my wound. damn disgusting i know.

no idea why am i always falling down or getting myself injured. someone should prevent me from my MYSELF so i won't keep getting myself injured.

so! today did project still far from done and i really don't know what to do. i'm damn scared lah. must complete everything soon. NEED HELP! then see my classmates play captain's ball. THEY WON AGAIN! HIP HIP HURRAY! played abit for fun one and that's how i fall down. haha. but im happy to play. and since im always falling down i think i kinda use of the pain. EXPECT the cleaning part. STILL DAMN PAINFUL! hate the alcohol wipes and the iodine thing. went oppisite school to eat before heading home. had a hard time bathing. but after that wasn't so bad. webcam with elena dear now. okay shall sleep early since im damn tired.

GOODNIGHT EARTHLINGS!

Whatever

Doing mask now.
Going to start on my project soon.
URGH! speaking of which damn irritating man.
have to find this find that. it's just killing me.
BUT no choice have to get it over an done with.
and it's due next monday my presentation.
damn scared for it.
today just went school for 2hours.
should have stayed home to sleep more instead.
went tamp 1 after that with elena and krysten.
had just subway bread and water.
dieting is really tough man. both me and elena was like dying of hunger.
then home we go. brought tuna and milk for tmr.
okay off to do my project now.

Diet starts tmr!

Gosh! Major mood swing today.
I'm feeling freaking stress now.
I can't cope with my studies.
I'm damn worried for my presentation.
I just feel like crying!
THIS IS THE WORST!
i really don't know what to do.

Not going good

GOODNESS! just done with wrtoral. why am i so effing stupid! i guess is i think too much into it when it's actually so easy. FUCK MAN!
today's random thing
When Elena says "Fuck this feeling"
I will say "but love you"
HAHAHA. i know im being random. dont know why that came into my head. i type it out faster then i knew.

i freaking feel sinful today. ate a whole lot of good food and i swear i gain weight.
i freaking feel effing fat and i want to get rid of all these FATS!
why can't i stop eating! URGH! freaking hate myself for eating so much.

This week going to be a rocky one. rebus project due next monday.
and we are not done yet. looks like we can camp in school already.
beauty sleep gone now. Bye! i shall sleep now.

SAVE ME!

PROJECTS SUCKS!

I'm having cough, flu and slight fever!
URGH! WHY? please go away.

i had a great day today. cause
first ...,
second me and elena saw ken,
third elena show me her k,
fourth i had lunch with elleen, wan teng, jon, anson, ken and elena,
fifth i went back secondary school,
sixth i met all my juniors and I LOVE THEM TO BITS!

okay that all i think. then rest is window shopping which is damn boring i swear.
saw ken today and me and elena practically squealing away when we see him. haha. he got so scared he run away and we chase after them. just right outside engine school. no face already. but i really missed him. haven seen him like FOEVER!

so anyway elena saw her k today and she showed me. haha. she was smiling t herself all the way. dare her but she don't dare. silly girl. haha.

had lunch! goodness only see them like once a week already. everyone so busy with their stuffs. VIVO SHOPPING SOON!

went back to secondary school. really miss the feeling of going to school. all my friends there, my dance pratices and the people there whom never fails to make my school day even better. every though there are times which we PMS each other, GIVE IN, i still LOVE THEM! they are the best in secondary school. and i hope i will see some of you all soon. took many pictures while we were there. but blogger is being a bitch and not allowing me to upload. took pictures with elaine, clara and simin. saw girlfriend too but didn't get a picture with her. saw a whole lot of people like natalie and all. urgh! miss them!

left school and head to tm. really bored of the place already. if only they have forever 21 there. i would everyday go down to tm. hahaha.

okay i better go rest. i don't want this fever to get worse then it is already.
NIGHTS PEOPLE!

Happy enough.

No idea why blogger go problem. i want to upload photos but i can't.
SCREW BLOGGER!

ANYWAY I DID MY NAILS!
all by myself. it's pale pink with gold giltters. i'm happy. haha.

so today went to school. talk and see clothes online all the way during wrtoral. aplex got effcom test so that means that on friday i can wake up later! haha. just an hour makes a different. had come course talk before heading to mushroom. i swear i can't make up my mind, very fickle minded. so end up staying in school. while waiting for elena, talk to ivan since he's waiting for his friends also. haha. crash elena's lesson. and i swear half of the time i'm helping her listen to where she have to write her notes. haha. i can remember what is it about. "Conflict with individuals and groups" don't reallly know what the hack is it.
and krysten was like "nene! why are you even listening?!" my replied was " i don't know. bored and use to it i guess"
i rather do something then just sit there stone man. leave half way to go tm. walked around. still want my topshop shorts and top. but can't find my navy one and i think topshop short is totally not worth it at all! home after that. elena make me miss someone. damn her. haha.
tmr going back secondary school. can't wait to get the yearbook and i swear i won't show it to people cause i look effing ugly. and also can't wait to see all those familiar faces. =)

i'm coughing away the whole day and it totally sucks! i want honey lemon now!
shop online for awhile and see many things i want to buy. can't put up since blogger is not working properly.

i wish i have an endless amount of money for me to shop!

I FEEL SO RESTLESS!
don't know is it because of my stomach or my cramps BUT i am really restless
can't sit still for nuts! so irritating i swear.

Didn't go school today. just make full use of my mc if not the next few days will be a busy one. wed project and i think rinku dinner. thurs go back secondary school collect yearbook and maybe my cca. friday movie in the afternoon and dance at night. sat maybe working and sun another day for project. okay shall go and d wrtoral now. bye!

Stomach flu

Libra Weekly Horoscope beginning July 18, 2009
You will have a problem sorting out your true feelings when it comes to your relationship. Visit those less fortunate than your self; be sure to help them with their personal problems.You could meet potential new mates if you go out with friends or take pleasure trips.Someone you live with may cause drastic alterations in your usual routine. Your lucky day this week will be Sunday.

BLOGGER IS A LITTLE CRAZY TODAY!

So today not caring that i'm not feeling well i went to school. skip cads cause i don't feel like going. meet cj and sheryl. went mensa eat. told them that i'm not feeling well so they ask me eat abit. ate beehoon but didn't finish at all. waste money AND food. while walking back to engine school. got the urge to puke AND I REALLY DID!
i'm okay with being sick and all but i really hate it is when i'm sick and i feel like vomiting. that part i hate the most.
so after that decided to go and see a doctor. thanks jeremy for accompanying me and jon for accompany me get water. i freaking waited for damn bloody long. first they tell me they queue number then they change. haiyo but never mind. doctor said i got stomach flu. i think this is the first time i have if i'm not wrong and it totally sucks. went to eat after that.

ONLY LIGHT FOOD FOR ME, NO MILK, CHEESE, COFFEE, TEA, COCONUT MILK AND ALL DAIRY PRODUCT. sigh.

so went back school. waited for my classmates. seiously took damn long. went home after maths cause couldn't take it anymore. cab home, there goes my $5. =( slept at 5 plus and woke up at 9pm plus.

still thinking if i should go school tmr. got 2 days mc. see how tmr morning. if i'm feeling well i go. not then i stay home and sleep. and finish up my damn project for wrtoral.

speaking of which. ytd was not a good night at all. out of the blue i feel like crying, with my rebus project that i got a feeling that there's alot of do and addding on i wasn't feeling well either which make it worse.i did cried a little though.
even elleen and elena is sad. =(
just fucking fuck care everything lah.(easier said then done)
okay i'm off to get more rest.

Webcam

today did project. i swear the more we do the more i get confused and stuck. get pissed off at some parts. URGH! feel like killing myself i swear! but no choice have to continue doing them. i've yet to start in wrtoral and it's due on wed. sigh! AND captain's ball on friday 6.30pm. BUT! i have dance how to go!!!! DAMN IT MAN! of all days friday evening. this sucks. okay feeling damn tired now. shall turn in early. mummy took my brother and sister to watch harry potter. I WANT TO WATCH ALSO! but it seems that this week is so pack. sigh.

BOREDOM KILLS ME

Libra
Some of greatest attributes of Libra include:
Charm: This cannot be overstated; it is central to the Libran personality and the Libran way of getting things done.
Intelligent: All Librans have clever, lawyer-like minds that will trap you into an argument faster than you can cry "Uncle!"
Beautiful: There’s a saying in astrology that Librans are just a little bit more attractive than the rest of the zodiac. Even if the eyes are a bit too large, or the face slightly irregular, these ladies have a certain glow that others find attractive. Now it's time to explore some of the Libran most unattractive qualities….
Vanity: Yes, these Venusian beauties can be vain! The more tactful of the bunch will feign modesty, but deep down they secretly believe that they are beautiful. As you can imagine, this can be a rather annoying trait for Libra’s loved ones!
Vacillating: It can be maddening to watch a Libra try to decide between two options, and then immediately question her decision once he or she finally made it! These needn't be gut-wrenching decisions here either, like whether or not to open up diplomatic talks with North Korea. They can be simple issues like choosing between sunny side up eggs or waffles for breakfast or choosing between shades of fabric for the curtains.
Stubborn: Never try to make decisions for Libra. Never. If you even attempt to, they will immediately argue the opposing option and make you feel like the biggest louse this side of the Atlantic. Just leave them be, and let the entire decision making process work itself out.

Waiting for them to come my house. damn bored now lah! msg elena dear this morning cause was feeling horibble since last night so want to let it out. all our msg were like super duper long one. haha. and i feel like complaining now. my complexion sucks to the max and i feel fucking fat. okay done! sigh. okay going off now. bye!

Laziness

(my first time eating kinder joy! pathetic i know. HAHA)

I STAYED HOME TODAY!
such a good girl i am. LOL.

suppose to follow mummy to parkway today cause i want to get some things BUT i woke up at 4pm and was lazy to leave the house. DAMN IT! my laziness is always getting in the way. lazy to work, go out or even do school work. URGH! this sucks man. anyway went online and i surf the net. trying to look for clothes and all. i think i might be really going to open a blogshop. since no one wants to give me suggestion. haha. but still i got no idea how to find a supplier. shall try asking people. hehe. then i've got the urge to go watch movie. HARRY POTTER! BUT due to my laziness to go out, i stayed at all. but also if i went out then i will miss the harry potter at 7.45pm. haha. tmr will be a long day i guess. going to do rebus project. all of them coming to my house and i my room is damn messy. im damn lazy to clear them. okay i better sleep soon. if not tmr cannot wake up man!

it's been days since i've last seen you

guess it's a good thing but yet may be a bad thing too.

elena dear please don't scare me with your msg when i just wake up again.

everything will be okay one kies? LOVE YOU!

Grumpy Girl

No idea why these days time passes so quickly it's saturday morning already! and im not suppose to be online. there goes my beauty sleep AGAIN!

anyway school was boring today. skip rebus lecture cause i'm feeling damn tired. went to find wan teng then at 1pm elena and cherie. sat at mushroom waiting. the weather i damn hot! felt like i will melt in them. anyway elena dear came. she told me a whole lot of things which in the end i don't know what to say to her. just werid lah! so find cherie cause she got to do her things and is not able to come meet me. of course elena don't mind following me... heheh.

got the topshop card and off i went to meet laopo. i got angry with her today and of course i told her that too since she's my bestfriend and i love her to bits. cause she was late and make me wait and i even miss another train to let her get on the train when i reach her stop. never mind. miss call her 8 time never pick up. add on to my anger. almost wanted to just go home okay. but after that she came then i just said her and i'm okay already. can't get angry with people too long hur.

my weakness. then went city hall then dance class and then to bugis before going home. got my top from her already. thanks verlin! =) and im still thinking should i get my topshop shorts and top

BUT i running LOW in cash. HOW?!

okay off to catch up on my beauty sleep. Goodnight.

Give me suggestion

Urgh! I'm in need of money badly!

thinking of opening blogspot. selling my old clothes(cheap cheap price) and instock.

like that at least i have some money. if not when i'm busy cannot even work! i can see my money flying away with each passing day. this is so frustrating!

So People! Please give me some suggestion okay?

THANKS THANKS! xD

xoxo

GAGA!

Tuesday: woke up early to go school for batminton with sheryl, cj, lb, aizat, syahirul and airil. play for like 2 hours before going to bathe. haha. shiok! the feeling of sweating out everything and then having a cold bathe was damn good. so didn' have lunch cause no time. went for lect and was feeling damn sleepy. so lesson till 6pm then went home. didn't had proper meal the whole day only bread and more bread. so came home and i ate whole lot of food.

Wednesday: 3hours of school only but the module is damn lame. sian. after that waited for wan teng, jon at mushroom. lucky got sheryl to accompany me while waiting. had SUSHI BUFFET! there was suppose to be more people but end up only us, wan teng, elleen, jon and me. met elleen at ehub. thought there got sakae but end up don't have so have to walk back to white sand.

SUSHI BUFFET WAS GREAT! seriously love sushi. don't mind eating them everyday provided i have the money BUT i will just grow super fat so it's not a good idea. hahaha. ate like so many different kind of sushi plates. ate the most is fried tofu and chawamushi. home after that. slept in the bus cause i'm really tired.

Today suppose to be in school by 8.45am but as usual im late. i cab to school! there goes my $7. sigh. and i thought i was late so i ran but sheryl wasn't even inside, she was outside. hahaha. so she ask me "why you run like that?" LOL. hahahah. then went inside she suddenly say "why you wear slipper?" i was like "SHIT". call people but no one ans. so forget it just tell teacher. damn it! when for facility visit. kinda cool. after that had meal at designer pad. the off to maths lecture. I"M SERIOUSLY LOST I SWEAR! I FREAKING HELL DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS HE TEACHING. DAMN IT! I NEED SERIOUS HELP!

after maths went to tampines to get some stuffs. elena dear came and meet me before going for her etrail. went tampines 1 arcade. play the 5 dance step thing. hahaha. a good work out man. haha i had alot of fun. me and elena did some thing. just a moment of happiness at that time.

both of us went gaga!

which had me thinking after that and it's not a good thing at all.

i didn't realise what have happen until now.

and it make me feel scared about it.

i don't wish to contiune like this.

please get me out.

Just Luck

GOODNESS ME!

i didn't blog for about a week! was busy with projects and all i guess. i can never find time for myself. should learn how to manage my time. so anyway had a cap day, cj brougth me a cap but i wear not nice so i went to ask lb lend me his then i just wear the whole morning. so scared my hair become flat after that cause i won't be home till night. so after school, ate a mensa. i freaking ate a lot i swear! one pasta and lasangna BUT i didn't finish them lah. haha. went dental to tighen and change the colour. NOW IT'S BLUE! so after that my teeth was aching a little. i ate porridge for dinner. met laopo and hip hop lesson we go. haha. damn tiring but i think it's worth it. can lose weight also. hehe. so chill a little before going home.

saturday i went to sentosa with sheryl, winston, zh and kelly. not a bad day, i had fun! haha. but came back with bruises and a teeth bite. had dinner at vivo. i ate 2 time fish porridge on that day. then strawberry ben's & jerry ice cream and home we go.

sunday slept till 3 plus 4. got a msg from sheryl. so woke up and bathe and all. then went to her house to study maths. we got a maths tutor for the day: Wintson. hahaha. so studied till 11pus going 12am then took bus 38. i swear my house there is damn scary at night. have to call people to ask them accompany me talk till i'm home. slept at 3 plus.

monday was damn tired. met cheston to go school together. skip cads to do maths. lunch ate beef noodles. hardly can bite the beef. gave up after that and just eat the noodles. had maths test. i last qn wrong already. i freaking just make rubbish up and do. stupid me. the cads lab was slack. haha. took pictures and more pictures but it's with sheryl since my camera is spoil. =(

wan teng came to find me and i walked her to design canteen then to mensa there and all the way back to eng block at the end. they started celebarting isabel's birthday and i was freaking waiting for them to call me. haha so ran back. had cakes and pictures! BUT with sheryl. so going to blog when i get them. after which meet elena. then slack around in school first then took a bus to tm. went topshop and i want to get the shorts and top! but i have no money! so i'm going to find a way. then charlortte came! i freaking swear i almost teared when i see her. i miss her alot and not forgetting MY DEAR ROSY! i hardly ever see them lol. always timing wrong one. so ate at tamp 1. had only fried fish soup, only finishing the fish. so not filling but who cares at least i ddn't eat alot. went frolick there and had our heart to heart talk. I LOVE IT! haha. so home after that. today i'm happy and a little pissed off. some of you should know the reason. but seriously i don't think i should even considering that cause i already know the outcome. so bye! having class sports day tmr morning. GOODNIGHT!